Below, please see and admire a real woman's body. They come in many shapes and forms.
I tend to follow fitness models on Instagram. I aspire to look like those women because they work hard, are healthy, and look stunning. However, doesn't she (below) also look stunning? It's because she's confident and comfortable and beautiful! In the 1950's, my petite Abuela used to gain weightoin purpose. According to my mom, it's because big hips and curves were "in" and sexy.
When I get anxious, I tend to lose a lot of weight. I love myself more when I'm working to be fit and toned than when I'm skinny from nerves. My point is, work harder than you ever have before to be as healthy as you can, but do it in your comfort zone. Do it for you. Remember that you're probably someone's inspiration. And if you're not, be your own inspiration.